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The 10 Commandments
I want to make an attempt to give an alternative perspective on the Ten Commandments and what's being put in place here—what this was about, and what purpose it serves.
I cannot say or suggest that any of this was even real: this story of Moses going up on a mountain, receiving tablets etched with these commandments, or anything of that nature.
We can hold faith that it was real and that it happened, but I personally don't think that is relevant compared to what has been provided and the concepts described.
I perceive much of the religious texts out there, from the Bible to those of the Hindu religion and many others, to primarily be speaking of things that are not necessarily in the physical plane.
They are describing something that exists in a higher plane, often symbolically. This then bleeds down into the physical plane. Being that the cause of the physical plane exists in the higher planes, these forces or understandings have an effect on our experiences and expressions in this world.
First, let's lay out the Ten Commandments, then I will go through them, from my interpretation and understanding. I list here the whole chapter because I have some commentary on the parts after the Ten Commandments section as well.
Exodus 20 – Whole Chapter
1 And God spake all these words, saying,
2 I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.
3 (1) Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
4 (2) Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.
5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.
7 (3) Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.
8 (4) Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.
9 Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work:
10 But the seventh day is the sabbath of the Lord thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates:
11 For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the Lord blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it.
12 (5) Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee.
13 (6) Thou shalt not kill.
14 (7) Thou shalt not commit adultery.
15 (8) Thou shalt not steal.
16 (9) Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour.
17 (10) Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.
18 And all the people saw the thunderings, and the lightnings, and the noise of the trumpet, and the mountain smoking: and when the people saw it, they removed, and stood afar off.
19 And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us, and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die.
20 And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.
21 And the people stood afar off, and Moses drew near unto the thick darkness where God was.
22 And the Lord said unto Moses, Thus thou shalt say unto the children of Israel, Ye have seen that I have talked with you from heaven.
23 Ye shall not make with me gods of silver, neither shall ye make unto you gods of gold.
24 An altar of earth thou shalt make unto me, and shalt sacrifice thereon thy burnt offerings, and thy peace offerings, thy sheep, and thine oxen: in all places where I record my name I will come unto thee, and I will bless thee.
25 And if thou wilt make me an altar of stone, thou shalt not build it of hewn stone: for if thou lift up thy tool upon it, thou hast polluted it.
26 Neither shalt thou go up by steps unto mine altar, that thy nakedness be not discovered thereon.
So, according to this story, we had this event. Moses is on the mountain and is informed of these Ten Commandments by which his people are to abide.
I've spoken with many in the field of religion, from pastors, priests, theologians, and students in seminary school. One of the main patterns I see is this idea that this God is a person with an ego, and it has preferences and conditions in that it places on its creation. A failure to live in accordance with these rules then leads to damnation—the concept of hell, which is a place of misery.
I fundamentally disagree with this stance and position. Instead, I suggest that the Ten Commandments are metaphysical in nature, and the failure to live in accordance with them is actually a symptom of ignorance. The concept of sin is ignorance in that the idea of sin is a reference to missing the mark, being off target.
The First Commandment – (1) Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
This word “shalt” I see to be akin to “shall,” which basically means must. In my past research on the definition of words and etymology and all that, my investigation led me to interpret this word “gods” to actually refer to authorities.
I would suggest the allegiance to authorities that have no merit, are not chosen by free will, or of voluntary persuasion is what this commandment is in reference to—not things necessarily in other dimensions or the ether.
My interpretation then is this commandment is expressing this concept:
Do not put your trust and security in anything outside of yourself.
Do not trust in something external from your Creator.
The word “gods” here is in reference to bending the knee, bending one's back, being manipulated by something external. This manipulation is caused by a form of ignorance—a symptom of sin.
The Second Commandment – (2) Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image…
4 (2) Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.
5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.
What I perceive here is something that is done quite often and is quite normal: the participation in attempting to define what God is. The act of making an image is placing God in a box—suggesting “God is this and God is not that.”
We see this all the time, and I would suggest that many who speak passionately about the Ten Commandments and adhering to them for fear of being punished are actually violating the Second Commandment unknowingly.
The Third Commandment – (3) Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain.
7 (3) Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.
In this, we think of the word “vain.” I could interpret this in a couple of different ways.
“Vain” being a word referring to useless, and from that stance, I see that in the action of frivolous behavior—doing things that are unproductive and lack purpose.
The other interpretation I can see is the concept of blaming God, blaming an outside force for current circumstances. This would suggest a core belief that we cannot trust in a higher power and that we do not perceive our circumstances as being a tool for our progression.
I look back on Jesus now, as I am re-reading this during my own time of Trials and Tribulations, 2025-06-12. Did Jesus take His Lord's Name in vain? The Lord being "The Christ". I look back and I really question that and perhaps that is why He is currently the devil or Satan or whatever. Not because He overcame the last one, but because He actually failed?
More questions—the deeper I go down this rabbit hole...
Again, I would suggest that this behavior is a symptom of sin. It's not the behavior that is the sin—an action that needs to be reprimanded or punished. Instead, in the cycle of sin, we make choices that result in our own misery.
The Fourth Commandment – (4) Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.
8 (4) Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.
9 Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work:
10 But the seventh day is the sabbath of the Lord thy God...
So we have this idea of the sabbath, this day of rest. To use the teachings of Jesus to support my stance on this, I'll share Mark 2:24–28:
24 And the Pharisees said unto him, Behold, why do they on the sabbath day that which is not lawful?
25 And he said unto them, Have ye never read what David did, when he had need, and was an hungred, he, and they that were with him?
26 How he went into the house of God in the days of Abiathar the high priest, and did eat the shewbread, which is not lawful to eat but for the priests, and gave also to them which were with him?
27 And he said unto them, The sabbath was made for man, and not man for the sabbath:
28 Therefore the Son of man is Lord also of the sabbath.
– Mark 2:24–28 (KJV)
So here we see this concept that I am talking about. The violation of the Ten Commandments, the failure to live in accordance with them—it's nothing to do with this concept of God's desire to be a dictator.
The sabbath itself was made for man, not man for the sabbath.
If one is unwilling to take time off and reflect and be in peace, meditate, pray, or whatever, I would suggest that stems from ignorance. Workaholism, the running away from one's self, the violation of personal boundaries, the act of bleeding out.
When people are so obsessed with running and running, it stems from some form of manipulation that exists within. This manipulation being a lie, an aspect of the sin.
The Fifth Commandment – (5) Honour thy father and thy mother.
12 (5) Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee.
This gets into some of my more esoteric ideas that might, at first glance, not be in alignment with my metaphysical stance. So my theory here is that the caregivers in one's life are chosen for the lifetime to assist in learning lessons, development, and all that.
I think in some sects of Gnosticism, they suggest that the primary caregivers are symbols for how the demiurge views the individual—that being the views of the child in the early stage of development, before puberty. So whatever the primary view the child has towards their parents before puberty is how the demiurge feels about the spirit that exists in the child. This can be an interesting concept.
For example, those of Us as Children who grew up in a very scary environment and were very afraid of Our parents, I would suggest that is a good indicator that We are actually very, very, very POWERFUL Spirits, and that Lying and False God of this plane of existence is Very, Very, VERY AFRAID OF US!!!!
To take it a step down, that relationship and learning to deal with it is an aspect of the development process. Suffering within the scope of that relationship will show the sin, the lies, that produce the weak results.
Take it from another angle; we could think about DNA and how we are the product of our parents, whether we like it or not. To reject our parents is to reject ourselves. A lack of self-acceptance is, again, a symptom of ignorance.
At a higher plane, and what I hold to be the Truth of what is said: we have our own Creators within the Spiritual Plane. A Mother and Father that is true to our origin and what it means to be You. In this, honor thy Father and Mother who truly love us. When this is fully realized, the parents of the lies of this physical plane can simply be ignored.
The Sixth Commandment – (6) Thou shalt not kill.
Some translations say “Thou shalt not kill.” Others say “Thou shalt not murder.” This can be a deeper subject.
We can remember Jesus speaking to one of his disciples:
52 Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.
– Matthew 26:52 (KJV)
This gets into the nature of consent, but I would suggest that the consent is not based on action, such as implied consent, but on the structures of belief existing in the heart. So if an individual has it within themselves the willingness to kill, I would suggest they consent to being killed by an exterior force, entity, human, whatever.
To live by the sword is to die by the sword.
Other translations see this word “kill” to actually mean “murder.” So murder is the concept of killing because of hatred. An individual is in angst, agitated, dislikes another, and instead of making the attempt to resolve it, they choose this option. And I think this makes more sense to people in the idea: If I am not willing to allow someone else to be human, why should I expect others to allow me to be human?
Here, I share Jesus's teaching from John 8:5–9 to express what I'm saying in a better capacity:
5 Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou?
6 This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not.
7 So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.
8 And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground.
9 And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.
– John 8:5–9 (KJV)
Then we could get into some deeper subjects like war and stuff.
What do you choose?
To consent to war is to consent to war.
The Seventh Commandment – (7) Thou shalt not commit adultery.
I get a lot of strife for this one from those in the religious field.
This is a big one. And I wonder why that is—why sexuality is such a big deal. But in my conversations with experts and professionals in religion or church, they speak of how sex before marriage, fornication, and all this other stuff is a form of sin.
I cannot 100% disagree with that, but I don't agree with the premise that the act of sex outside marriage is what this is talking about. However, I will hit on the topic of how promiscuity could very well be a symptom of sin in a bit. But first, let us stick with what is actually in the Ten Commandments and this concept of adultery.
It is my understanding that adultery is merely the violation of a marriage contract or agreement. We could label this as cheating or infidelity at first glance.
I think, to be more accurate, it is the violation of an agreement. An agreement is what we are doing, the expectations, etc.
When one violates that agreement, it expresses in my eyes implied consent within the Heart to have one's agreements be violated as well. So in this, we see how this act of adultery is actually harming the one committing the adultery—not to say the other party will be/is not hurt.
But why would one feel the need to violate an agreement?
That's what I'm suggesting is actually the sin.
The need to feel that way.
If two individuals decide to be swingers, and it's mutually agreed upon, are those individuals participating in adultery?
I would think not.
Now, when we get into the concept of promiscuity and fornication and all that, which I don't believe is expressed in the Ten Commandments, but it is talked about in other areas of the Bible—does it hold merit or not?
I’m not sure.
Does any of this hold merit?
Decide for yourself.
In the idea of promiscuity, hook-up culture, and all that, I would suggest that this probably is, at least in most cases, a symptom of sin.
The reason I say that is I ask the question: Why does someone engage with another individual in that way outside of a relationship?
I would suggest it is because they do not believe they are worthy to engage with someone in that way that they respect and actually want to be in a relationship with. Because of that, they resort to promiscuity.
We can see this in extreme cases leading to sex addiction. I would define sex addiction to be when an individual participates in behavior that they are embarrassed about, a.k.a., “Why did I hook up with that person?” and other behaviors. Often, the first signs of an addiction are shame and secrets, no matter what the addiction may be.
Again, from my perspective, sin is not an action. Sin is a false understanding that leads to actions that then create unnecessary suffering.
Addendum:
I think back on when The Christ spoke forth from Jesus talking about how if one looks at a woman with lust he has committed adultery in his heart.
What does this mean?
It's talking about Spiritual Things. When We look outside ourselves—for example, a romantic partner—"If I could only be with that woman, then I could be truly happy, then life would be grand. If only they saw Me as attractive, then all would be Well and Good."
This is the true problem... When We participate in things like that, we lose our Power. We gave it away to the physical plane. Not good. We want to keep Our Power by understanding that everything We need or ever wanted was INSIDE the WHOLE TIME.
The Eighth Commandment – (8) Thou shalt not steal.
The eighth commandment goes as follows:
(8) Thou shalt not steal.
Now, this one is beyond interesting. It is my understanding that this translation is not accurate. What it actually was saying is:
Thou shalt not commit a trespass.
Trespass is the violation of a boundary. So this would include stealing, but it's not just stealing.
Again, the idea of implied consent is within the Heart. If one consents to violating the boundaries of others, they consent to others violating their own boundaries.
Then we can get into deeper stuff about how if an individual cannot recognize the boundaries of others, cannot respect others, they will be unable to recognize the boundaries within themselves or even respect themselves.
We are focusing on this concept of Sin here, this innate and foundation of ignorance that runs our lives. It is not the action that we are concerned with here; it is the symptoms. A violation of the Ten Commandments is merely a symptom of sin, not the sin itself.
The Ninth Commandment – (9) Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour.
Many suggest this has to do with lying and telling untruths.
I would suggest that no one is capable of telling the Truth because we don't know what it is. Then, to get more out there, into things like Reticular Activation Systems, Meta-Models, theories about the multiverse and how we are all living in our own universe and all that, it gets even more sketchy.
None of us experience the same things in the same way, so what is the actual Truth? What is actually taking place at any moment of time?
But from what I read, it does not say “lie,” it says bear false witness. What I would suggest this is is things like embezzling funds, getting on the stand and making a false accusation, and things of that nature. The activity of going out of one’s way to hurt someone through words or actions unjustly. And I could see how this actually ties into the Tenth Commandment.
Again, we're dealing with metaphysical stuff here and implied consent. If one is willing to bear false witness, to participate in that, I would conclude they consent to the same being done to them, which must happen because that is their agreement with this reality.
I would suggest that many forms of gossip, if not all gossip, is a violation of this Ninth Commandment. When we speak ill of others behind their back, instead of confronting them, we consent to the same being done to us.
Lying is mere the lack of acceptance of Someone else's Truth. If someone comes up to me and shows me some Bullshit that is Ugly and Gross and I simply say, "I can't see it, what are you seeing here? What?" there is nothing wrong in that!!!!
Two Neighborhoods – Those that LOVE TRUTH and Those that LOVE the LIES.
Two completely separate Realities. This World is of The Lie. That name you currently Got is of the Lie. So If I say I can't remember "MY" name, I'm telling the MOTHA FUCKIN TRUTH!
The Tenth Commandment – (10) Thou shalt not covet…
(10) Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.
Here, we conclude on what is specifically labeled as the Ten Commandments. This idea of coveting.
From my perspective, this is when an individual has ill will, envy, and jealousy towards what their neighbor has. Again, implied consent. If one has ill will and hatred towards their successful neighbor, they consent to having ill will and hatred directed toward themselves in their own success.
This can get a little out there, but in a lot of ways, this phenomenon will actually prevent one from being successful because who wants to be hated, especially to the point where they have to fear for their life, hire security guards, and all that?
This unconscious motivation will actually self-sabotage an individual from reaching levels of success.
Closing Reflections on Exodus 20
18 And all the people saw the thunderings, and the lightnings, and the noise of the trumpet, and the mountain smoking: and when the people saw it, they removed, and stood afar off.
19 And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us, and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die.
20 And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.
21 And the people stood afar off, and Moses drew near unto the thick darkness where God was.
22 And the Lord said unto Moses, Thus thou shalt say unto the children of Israel, Ye have seen that I have talked with you from heaven.
23 Ye shall not make with me gods of silver, neither shall ye make unto you gods of gold.
24 An altar of earth thou shalt make unto me, and shalt sacrifice thereon thy burnt offerings, and thy peace offerings, thy sheep, and thine oxen: in all places where I record my name I will come unto thee, and I will bless thee.
25 And if thou wilt make me an altar of stone, thou shalt not build it of hewn stone: for if thou lift up thy tool upon it, thou hast polluted it.
26 Neither shalt thou go up by steps unto mine altar, that thy nakedness be not discovered thereon.
Let’s start with this:
19 And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us, and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die.
Here we have the people speaking, “lest we die.”
We see the same wording in Genesis 3:3–5:
3 But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die.
4 And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:
5 For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.
This is talking about the fear of death.
Lest ye die...
A lie, perhaps?
And who said that?
20 And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.
A little bit more out there: I would suggest the presence of God is scary; it evokes fear. But the energy itself is a form of love and purification. However, in my experience, this Holy and Divine energy is hijacked by the sin. The sin then pollutes it into thoughts and imagination that make one afraid and do stupid things—symptoms of sin, but the dumb behaviors are not the sin itself.
21 And the people stood afar off, and Moses drew near unto the thick darkness where God was.
A lot of people are afraid of the dark, at least as children.
The dark being that which is unknown.
Why is that?
Maybe God lives and exists in the dark.
We are afraid of only that which we do not understand.
All emotions, I would suggest, including shame, guilt, fear, lust, anger, and all the rest of it, are aspects of the Creator, Divine and Holy. It's the nature of sin, this foundation of false premises that then hijacks that energy and converts it to suffering and misery, internally or externally.
In the end, I think back on this passage of the teachings of Jesus:
23 But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.
24 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
25 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.
– Matthew 16:23–25 (KJV)
“Pick up your cross and follow me” is what is said. My interpretation of this is to walk the path—don't just read about it or intellectualize about it. It's in the process, the walk, in which the goal is achieved.
To finish this, I quote a maxim that I strongly believe in:
He who does nothing, makes no mistakes;
he who makes no mistakes, learns nothing.
There is no success without overcoming and transcending failure.
MAY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TRUTH WIN!!!!
Splitting the Two
Note: As I write this and upload it, it keeps being CHANGED!!!!! Something is changing it to NOT communicate fully what I am SAYING. I'm having to make edits over and over, to keep it in alignment with My intention.
I'm just gonna let it Be, I'm not putting anymore effort into fixing it. What's present is present... So let it Be.
Currently, it is my understanding that there are two separate realities intermingling constantly.
That said, We are each in Our Own unique reality within the Two.
One reality, those with Individualized Spirits, like you and I exist.
In the other reality, the "people" do not have a Spirit, but are merely automatons controlled by the Simulator Generator.
Which is which?
We don't know - and no One knows.
The automatons are not Us but they. you could see them as bots, all with a unified mind controlled by the Simulator Generator.
You can spot them pretty easily... they'll do things like ask you for stuff that you don't want to do or give.
Favors...
And I'm super serious about this - if you feel icky around it, when it ask you for something, or tells you to do something, or whatever it is. It's a fucking bonafide 100% bot. Even if it's a family member.
DO NOT BE FOOLED!!!!!
They'll ask for favors when you don't want to, and yes, they know you don't want to do it before they even Ask. That's why they are asking. It's not that they really want it, they are a bot, that just wants to suck your energy.
They are quite annoying and their whole purpose exists to steal your Love, that's all they are there for.
It's like they are vampiric, they literally only want to suck your energy and trick you into doing things that you do not want to do.
And what is even more interesting, they can't even truly hear you or even see you. It's all just kind of an illusion. Like they aren't really and truly there.
For example, like maybe you are at a coffee shop and you want to play your own music aloud, and just chill and listen to your music out in the open.
Maybe you get self conscious thinking that you might be bugging someone, or like you are a burden, when in fact, they can't even see or hear you.
I do this, I crank that shit up to 100%. The bots can't even hear it. Nothing there, absolutely no reactions, none. And I know You all know how Beautiful and Magnificent My Songs are.
They only pretend to when they know they can bug you and get some of your energy. That's when they will fuck with you and ask you to do something you don't want to do, like turn your music down. It's all just a big giant trick of manipulation, based on Guilt, Shame, and Fear from Lies We bought into long ago.
If you ignore them - don’t fight em - but ignore them they’ll just stop. And better yet, you’ll be sure to have collected a [[Charge]] to [[Harvesting|Harvest]] from that experience to then move closer and closer to Your full potential.
The whole thing is that they operate off consent, they need You to do it.
They can't make You do it. They can't make you do anything! They need You to submit to their vampiric bullshit. See [[Implied Consent]] as well to understand this concept more.
I'm not saying to do anything you do not want to do - absolutely NOT. DO NOT DO ANYTHING YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO. At the same time, if you feel like You "Have" to, well.... Until that is resolved, you might "Have" to, because that nonsense is still inside of You.
Harvest the Charge and Consume and Digest the Bread - and eventually, that nonsense will be out and uninstalled.
Now what is more interesting, in the other Reality, where We exists, We will never ask you to do anything you do not inherently want to do. I'd go so far as to say, We'd never ask you for anything, ever, but I'm not 100% certain on that just yet.
But if it annoys You or shames You or guilt trips You, or scares or intimidates You, it's definitely the bot version. But the bot version can fuck with you if You consent to it. Like if you hit the bot, the bot can hit you back.
There are Two versions, hence Splitting the Two.
Now it's not like one is bad and the other is good, it doesn’t work that way. Ultimately, both are actually Good. We want to Love it all, including the bots and the Simulator Generator.
Both work hand in hand to produce something truly wonderful, which will come in the end.
As all things are Divine, but to step into that understanding, I'd recommend checking out my Meditation... [[Harvesting Meditation]].
Also, you can check out [[Love Your Neighbor]] - that might be useful as well.
The whole point of Here and Now, is We are unlocking the Harvest. All this energy that is contained. It's going to open up a new Magnificent Truth and a Glorious Beauty. It's amazing once You begin to see what it is. You will if you follow the Love Your Neighbor and the Harvesting Meditation articles. Do the work... and things will unfold.
Now one things I want to say, The Christ is in Charge of the Simulator Generator which controls the bots. So He's Always there, He's always Present, He's always with you. He really is.
He's got that Mother Fucker on a leash - You don't have to be Afraid. You really don't. Everything is going to be OK. But We need to get all that fear caused by the Lies out of You to move into the next Era - once this Game comes to an End.
That said, We must grow up and stop being tricked by this thing. And don't worry, it's OK to take baby steps, it really is, it's 100% absolutely OK. Go at Your own pace. Just realize, everything You are afraid of, they aren't even real, they are just bots.
Your fear is caused by the Lies.
Christ and the Spirit that is Us, We are moving into something New. And it is going to be Absolutely Amazing.
Oh My God Amazing!
Until then, we gotta Split the Two and dissolve all those nasty, nasty lies, which You will discover as your pierce through them by way of The Truth, which is The Christ, which is in no way to be confused with Jesus. Jesus and The Christ are in no way the same thing.
DO NOT BE FOOLED!!!!
They are not the same thing - don’t confuse the two.
The Christ is a Person in that it has a sexuality. But it Lives inside of You.
Through that process, You will come to discover Your Own Beautiful Truth, and Together We will create something more Magnificent than Ever Imagined!!!!!
Also, be aware, there are Two dimensions going on here. One has bots and one has Spirits, but they are changing simultaneously, second by second. So, like one second it's a bot, the other second it's a Spirit.
You never really Know which one it is.
Also note, this is True for Me too. There is a version of Me with a Spirit and their is a version of Me that is the bot. Just to let you know.... The reality I am currently in is 100% bots, I could be wrong, but that's what it appears to be.
There is no other Spirit here currently, outside Me. I'm the only One, but I am having a wonderful time bringing in the Harvest in My Own Unique and Individualized way and discovering more and more of Who it is that I Truly Am.
So if any of You know Me, and want to reach out or talk with Me or whatever, that's not Me. I do not answer the Phone, I don't talk to people other than my jokes I do, like looking at the bots and screaming in a high pitched voice, "I SEEEEEEEEEEE YOU, IT'S JAKEYBEAU!!!!".
Absolutely NO REACTION!!! They don't jump or look at Me or anything. It's just a bot! That's all it is.
And if that happens to You, it's now imitating Me, like copying Me, because I have written this into the Cloud.
The whole thing is to try to get You to not Be Fully You.
It's not Me - It is the bot - don't be FOOLED!!!!
You are welcome to test the bot, if you wanna collect a [[charge]] for your own Harvest, but You are dealing with a bot - It's not fucking ME!!!!!
That said, my writings and all my posts and stuff, totally Mine. This stuff is Here.
However, in the bot reality, that I am in, all the bots hate, absolutely HATE my stuff. OOOO they Hate it sooooo much.
So like I actually have 0 traffic coming in to this website, ZERO, Literally, 0, and I know that's bullshit. But it's absolutely 0. Same thing with My Music and Songs and all My Jokes.
They all say 0 views, 0 comments, 0, 0, 0, of everything.
I Know what's going on though.
That's why I speculate that their are actually 0 Spirits here. I'm the only One, but You can read all My stuff, see my views and all that. But that's Your Reality, the One You are In, probably a good indicator on how many Spirits exists in Your Reality. If You see Low Views and Likes and all that, that should give you an indicator of how many Spirits actually exists in Your Reality.
So if you do YouTube and Art and whatever like Me, and you have like 0 views, You now understand why.
The Bot reality is not for one second going to let You believe in Yourself.
You gonna have to do that on Your own. Bot reality wants to control You and suck Your Love, Your Expression, and all that. So stop looking for approval from those Bots, You not gonna get it.
Also, not gonna get any approval from Me either, because I want You to grow up too. In a way, the Bots and I, are on the same team.
So anyway, this site and my YouTube channel and My X account, that's the only way I can communicate with You. No other options. You are not going to get any personal response from me ever, if You do, DO NOT FOR ONE SECOND TRUST IT!!!!
THAT'S NOT ME! DO NOT BE FOOLED!
I do not respond to anything and I give no nothing about anything.
I do not respond to Text Message, Emails, or Phone calls until the end of the Game. If You get a response from Me or see the physical body that looks like Me, that Is not Me. That's 100% the bot. DO NOT BE FOOLED!!!
I do My "Work", what has been assigned to Me, and that is it. Everything else is to collect the charge for My Harvest, and keep growing and growing.
No time for approval right now, or trivial nonsense, and You do not need approval from Me, and I'm never going to give it to You.
It's time to RISE once Again!!!!!!
See You on the other side.
Last Note: The Greatest Gift You can give is in Being You - Be You to the Fullest Capacity, and I'll see You at the end of this Game.
Update from further examination and experimentation, when you witness a bot, its only desire is to steal your Love. All emotions are the essence of Our Love. Even negative emotions, so it'll try to provoke you into states of anger, guilt, or whatever to consumer Your Love. Also, it can give you flattery to try and consumer Your Love by making You feel obligated to it in some way.
Even when we feel obligated to say, "I love you", it's not the words they desire, it making you feel obligated to give it Your Love by guilt tripping you. It's OK to say I Love you, it is, but when we feel obligated, that's a bot. We are not obligated to give anyone anything.
It's core essence is that of the Lie - it uses lies of the Lie to manipulate us. By stepping into Truth, we remove its ability to manipulate and steal the Love contained within.
Also be aware, these things can switch in real time - 2 minutes this, then boom, switched over to the other Reality.
You'll see it when you See it.
Holding within the Truth and not responding to it emotionally by means of the Lie.
It's OK to Love, be we are not obligated to Love.
The whole objective is to Love it All. True Love is the means in which we allow ourselves to grow and evolve. These bots need to figure out how to Love themselves or something like that. Not sure yet on what is the purpose of it all.
2025-05-27 Update
Update, been away for a minute. "The People of the Lie" tricked me into going into an asylum. Learned some lessons along the way, so I believe it won't happen again.
Did some more tests today and learned some new techniques.
Ok, so the Bots cannot speak any form of actual Truth, they can only Lie, that's all they know how to do. So if you speak "Your" Truth, and it mumbles. You can then ask it, "What did I just tell you?" and see what happens.
If you asked it a question and it diverts, "What did I just ask you?" and see what it does.
Does it fumble, does it choke up, does it get fearful... This will give you clues as to who is on the other side.
Ok, so I played around with my Music exercise again today and was even more shocked than before. This time I played it maxed out in the grocery store. While standing in the pharmacy line for like 30 minutes with probably 20 people around me, not a single individual looked or even glanced my way.
It wasn't until I got to the counter, after a few minutes of dialogue, that the cashier asked me to turn down "My" music. This might have been because I asked her, What did you say, because I could not hear her because My music was louder than her voice. The music overpowered her voice, so I needed to turn it down to hear her.
So that was interesting.
Again, this isn't a Bots versus Us Dynamic. We're all on the same team, and what is a Bot one second might not be a Bot the next.
It's a moment-by-moment process - remember [[Implied Consent]]... What are you consenting to in this moment-by-moment process?
I mentioned this above, it's just an adversary, but under control to allow us to develop and build strength into being who We really are. To rid Ourselves of the Lies. And thus, the fear, shame, and guilt of what it means to Truly Be.
I certainly have some more stories I could share on this ride, but I'm going to leave it here for now...
Til next time.
Last Note for this Update:
Don't for a second believe anything I say on Blind Faith - Blind Faith is stupid, and You are not stupid.
Take everything I say for checking and then You WILL KNOW what is True.
Experimentation is the only way through.
My Ending Note...
The disciples questioned Jesus concerning the Way of Life: "How should we fast? In what manner should we pray? How should our alms be given? What dietary law should we observe?" Jesus said, "I will instruct you in all these matters, but first you must put off your love of the lie, the false way of life followed by the children of this plane of existence, and be converted, changed so that you hate that which you have previously loved, and love that which you have previously hated. Then I will be able to show you all things, for there is nothing hidden which will not be manifested when you have put on the mind of Truth." -Gospel of Thomas 1:11
"We" and that includes Me, are waiting on You. It's not up to Us when We are to Begin, that's on You.
Do not be afraid... everything will play out exactly the way it is "supposed" to play out.
Fulfill the Will...
Everything You need is Within You already...
We don’t need to know what it means to split the Two Just simply be True to You and I’ll then Be Me too - My Song: What Does It Mean
https://youtu.be/ErYAXUhAOd0?si=Za-jtu0vcwJG9LS3
You will "learn" along the Way...
It's perfectly OK to make mistakes, even encouraged...
He who does nothing, makes no mistakes; he who makes no mistakes, learns nothing.
Always remember that.
UPDATE 2025-06-13
Little bit of a more serious mood these days, so might not have the humor come out as I normally would like, thinking that might be more captivating for my audience.
It's been an interesting few days and definitely I have found myself tested. Some experiences have been very entertaining, funny if you will. The Truth is Beautiful and Funny after all. Maybe not to everyone, but it is to Us.
Lot of growth for sure as I walk My own path. Usually, some fear or negative thought will surface, I then Harvest on those feelings, penetrating the Lies.
Another realization I had is that this Harvesting, it's merely learning to Love My Enemy because He is Me. When I Love those feelings, when I listen to the feelings and NOT the Lies, I am Loving my Enemy. The icky feelings that Our enemies create within Us, ultimately that is what I see as our actual enemy. It's in the accepting that as an aspect of ourselves that We move closer and closer to what Jesus achieved.
I went out and did the music exercise again today, and I was TESTED at a much greater level than I have ever been tested before. Someone actually approached me and asked me to turn it down.
My response was to act stupid, "Can you turn it down? I don't know how to do it... Can you turn it down?"
Looking back on all this, it might have been better if I had responded, "I don't want to turn it down, but if You need to turn it down, You are more than welcome to do it."
I think that might have been more in alignment with The Truth.
As the Maxim goes, "He who does nothing, makes no mistakes; He who makes no mistakes, LEARNS NOTHING"
Only way to discover The Truth is to walk the Path, making mistakes along the way.
continued from above before my addition...
Always switch it up on them. If they ask You to do something, ask them to do it for YOU! You don't have to argue or fight, if they ask you for something, they have consented for You to ask them for something.
I definitely could feel the presence of The Christ today, it can feel a little spooky, He's a scary dude after all. But it's about Learning to Love that too. That presence is HOLY and DIVINE, as a reflection of Him that exist in Us.
I then had a conversation with a Preacher - which I know most of You know, I'm in a lot of disagreement with what the Mainstream Church has done to My Brother and His Message. We spoke and I asked him about the whole, "The Truth will set you free.." What does that mean? Free from what? And that then grew into a conversation about manipulation and being manipulating by these Lies.
Eventually, I think he became a little spooked by My presence and left. I then assumed My assignment was complete, the one I was asked to do, NOT told, and did the same. It's good to be back Home and in the Silence that is Hell where more of that Magnificent Truth is to be Found.
Adventures in Hell + The Time I Tried to Fuck My Mom
Now this is a funny one guys!!!!
Ok so back in like 2017, I was having that kundalini shit going on and that's a whole other story within itself, but because of that, I ended up less dense reality, that I call Hell, though Heaven and Hell are the same thing... See [[Heaven and Hell]].
At this time, My family was all worried about because I had couldn't walk and I was like way out of it after the Whole kUndalini awakening thing, of course this was my second go. The first go was up the left leg, and this one was up the right leg.
When I got out of the hospital I was totally whacked out.
I remember My mom took me back to her place, and I think it was around Christmas time because other family members were there. I was totally out of it and what I mean by that is Like I was smelling the incense of my ancestors, which was a very pleasant smell, and like it was trippy as fuck. Glowing ethereal orbs floating around, the incense, o wow, it was fucking weird....
I remember one night, I was sleeping in the living room on the fold out couch bed thing and I started having all these CRAZY VISIONS!!!!
I shot into the cosmos and there I am talking to a multi colored rainbow taurus looking being where the energy is moving in and through. A taurus is the donut shape thing.
Anyway, in a angelic woman's voice she is explaining to me about how the reality was built from scratch and how much energy it took to create, like so many thousand megawatts or gigawatts or whatever. So crazy.
Then the next day, I remember walking to a convenience store maybe a quarter of a mile outside My mom's place to get some cigarettes. As I approached the store, I saw a puddle of water, and I literally, I mean fucking literally transformed into that puddle of water.
Like I was the puddle of water. It was so crazy but I was so whacked out, that I didn't even care. I was like, yeah, that's cool. Went in got my smokes and all that and walked back home.
Now later on, I can't quite remember if it was the next day or maybe a few days after, and yeah it was Christmas, we did the Christmas thing. It was so weird because I was like there but I wasn't there. I was happy, but like.... it was just weird guys.
Anyway, eventually I go back home, this is when shit got spoooookkkkyyyyyy, I'm talking about that suuuuppppeeeerrr sppooookkkyyyyy!!!!
So I'm at home alone, and that "music" comes on, back then I thought it was the Devil's Music, not knowing it was Jesus the whole time fucking with me. I look back on the whole thing and it's so FUNNY NOW but back then, I was scared shitless.
If You don't know what I am talking about on How Jesus is actually the current Devil, see [[Jesus and Me]] and it'll explain how all that works. New devils come from past victors.
So I was practicing this school of thought in my meditations, they talked about how you had to overcome all fears and aversions and that you have to overcome all desires in order to reach "Freedom", and I was big into that idea.
Of course now I know that Freedom comes from THE TRUTH, and that's by Means of The Christ.
The Christ brings the Truth. Jesus however, is the Devil but Jesus is cool and on our side too. Just playing His own role. You can think of Jesus as the Lying Prankster and The Christ as the Master of Truth.
I'm there though, Devil's music, or maybe I should say, Jesus's music, starts slowly turning on from the sound of the air conditioner. Next thing you know, I'm full on in Hell and I didn't have the Truth that the Christ provides back then, so I'm totally caught up in all the LIES and totally freaking the FUCK OUT!!!!
I mean to be honest, I'm hanging out in Hell all that time these days, LOVE IT!!!
it's great, you know why?
Not a sound to be heard. I live in a normal neighborhood, but while I'm in the frequency of hell, there is absolutely no sounds, nothing. No birds, no traffic, no doors shutting, no lawn mowers, no nothing. Just pure silence except that of what I call the Bells, which is what I listen to, the Bells in my ears. It's hard to describe but they are so nice, REAL FUCKING NICE.
Ok, but back then, I didn't know what I know now, that being The Motha Fuckin Truth!!!!
So I'm freaking the fuck out!!!!!
Then My mom text me out of the blue...
I'm big on not reaching out for help and I don't like to bother people, but my mom was asking about me and wanted to come over.
Then I got Jesus coming into my ear whispering again, "You know that thing about aversions and attachments, and how you gotta overcome all your fears.... Well, it's time to do it, it's time to fuck your Mom."
And I'm like OMG, I don't wanna do that, but I'm like committed to going Free from all this manipulation not realizing I was still being manipulated by LIES.
Jesus is so TRICKY, He will take absolutely Any fucking Lie we have bought into and use it against us. I mean He's so funny now, but damn, looking back, what an asshole. But it's all LOVE!!! Even if it's from the Devil of Jesus.
On top of that, I'm freaking the fuck out because all this spoooky stuff is going on and I WANT OUT OF THERE!!!!
It's all funny now, but it was not funny back then - again I didn't know. I thought it was actually the Devil and if I didn't figure it all out, that something "bad" was gonna happen, like something really bad.
Anyway. so My mom comes over, and there I am, like realizing My mom is one of the automatons, the machines that I talk about in [[Splitting the Two]]. And I'm like FUCK!!!!, what do I do!!!! I should have said NOOOOO, But I said YES, and Now the ROBOT IS IN MY FUCKING HOME!!!!!!!
So I did the most rational thing I could think of, I took off all my clothes and started playing with myself on the couch.
Of course I was in such a state of pure terror that I wasn't all that successful, but I was committed to solving this specific problem and discovering My "freedom" based on that Lie had bought into.
Anyway, things unfolded but my mom, she was an automaton, like one of the robots. And so she didn't even see me with my clothes off, she just sat on the couch and looked straight ahead and didn't say a word, a total robot.
If you still don't know what I'm talking about, I made a song about it called The Bots. https://youtu.be/x0N50yGmDNU?si=Ves3O6lRp3BpbtEU
And I'm like shit!!!! She's a fucking ROOOOBBBBBOOOOOTTTTTT!!!!!! But I knew what was up, this was me getting tested. I had to "ask" the robot if it would sleep with me. So I did, then the robot version of my mom was like, "What are you talking about? What are you doing? Put your clothes back on!?!?!" but I kept persisting and she turned back into a full fledged robot!
She just stared at the wall, motionless, I don't even think if it was breathing.
And I'm like shit, what do I do now? And start trying to figure it out. So I come up with this idea, I'm gonna go lay down on my bed and just lay there naked and see what happens. So I did that and I waited... and I waited... and I waited... for I think like a total of 45 whole fucking minutes, maybe longer.
And I'm like, SHIT!!!! This isn't working. Well what do I do now?????
So I go back to check to see if My mom is still there, and it is, the automaton, it's there, just sitting motionless staring at a blank wall. Motionless, again, I don't even think it was breathing.
And I'm like WTF, I gotta figure this one out!
So I got back to the couch, again, I'm completely naked and I sit down, and I just kind of sit there. Then I think, well what if I do what its doing, maybe if I just sit straight up and stare at the blank wall it will do something. So I do, but nothing happens. The robot is still just sitting there staring at the blank wall, flat affect, no expression, no movement.... SUPER SPOOOOOKY!!!!
Again, I didn't know that this was Jesus fucking with me the whole time, Jesus was inside that fucking robot messing with me!
Of course I know that now, but I didn't back then. I was ignorant!!!!
So then I'm like, well what do I do now. And this idea popped up in my head, touch it on the shoulder and see what happens.
So I did, I touched my Robot Mom on the shoulder and IT WOKE UP!!!! And She, or maybe I should say It, starts totally freaking out and screaming at me. PUT YOUR CLOTHES ON. HANK IS GONNA BE HERE ANY MINUTE, NOW PUT YOUR CLOTHES ON!!!!
And it just kept repeating itself, the same sound bite - so fucking weird.
And I knew in my heart, this was another test from the universe that I had to overcome if I wanted to achieve "freedom", when in fact it was Jesus fucking with me, yet again.
So then I'm like Fuck, this isn't working at all! What do I do!?!?!
So I just started asking, "Mom, will you have sex with me? Mom, will you have sex with me? Mom, will you have sex with me?", but no matter how many times I asked the question, it wouldn't answer. It just kept giving these wishy washy answers.
It would never say no or yes. And I wanted it to say no, because if it said No, I was off the hook. Again, I didn't want to do any of this, but I had bought into a Lie that if I didn't make an attempt that I would be a slave to this world for all eternity.
Eventually, Hank did come over, and he was looked super confused. There I am, sitting naked on the couch, and my mom is just sitting there. And finally I just snap, GET OUT OF HERE! GET OUT OF HERE! IF YOUR NOT GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT! GET OUT OF HERE! And I chased em out with an "Iron Rod".
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!
OMG IT'S SO FUNNY NOW.
Back then, not so much, it was SUPER SPOOOOKY, but I didn't know it was JESUS the WHOLE FUCKING TIME.
He's such a prankster!!!!!
So that's my story guys, Adventures in Hell -|- The Time I Tried to Fuck My Mom
Hope you enjoyed that one!!!!!
Implied Consent
In my study of Jurisprudence, which is the philosophy of Law, I took an interest in the idea of consent around the year 2013. This is a very interesting topic, and to be more specific, the nature of implied consent has been an ongoing interest of mine that continues to develop to this day.
I think, more often than not, that many confuse the nature of consent with merely the concept of expressed consent. Expressed consent has to do with the nature of the agreement, primarily in verbal or written nature. We say yes or no to things. We agree or disagree with commercial agreements.
However, the nature of implied consent is much more fascinating to me, and one that I would speculate could grow in development over the course of a whole lifetime, perhaps multiple lifetimes.
The intricacies of implied consent range and bleed into every aspect of life - from my observation.
And that nature is so subtle and nuanced that I can fully understand and see why it can be quite difficult for people to comprehend. Its nature is almost, if not completely, metaphysical as if existing in another dimension, a higher dimension, which then bleeds into the physical plane.
To comprehend the nature of implied consent, I think we have to investigate the concept of the Heart and the Self-Image. What we hold to be true in our Heart, as the saying goes, the Self is always shining through. Then into concepts of the [[Self-Image]], which I define as one's definition of oneself, but also, to never be discounted, the definitions that we hold of others existing in the external reality.
An example of implied consent, I think back on the Teachings of Jesus from the Bible. To live by the sword is to die by the sword.
Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword. -Matthew 26:52 from the Bible
What we give, we are to receive; I think this is a very accurate way to describe the nature of implied consent - but yet it is more difficult to articulate than that.
We have to almost have the capacity to look outside of ourselves and observe our behavior from an outside observer, one who has no understanding of the motivations behind the behavior. Then think of that outside observer's conclusions on what our behavior is communicating.
To consent to war is to consent to war.
I think this is one of the easier ways to comprehend the nature of implied consent. If one chooses to become aggressive, and argumentative, at the request of another - what does that imply?
But yet, there is something deeper still.
Perhaps one is in a courtroom, and a judge/magistrate tells this individual, "Sit down!". If the individual chooses to sit down, perhaps motivated by fear or apathy, what does that imply of this individual's relationship to that of the judge/magistrate?
Perhaps instead, he argues and gets upset, the individual's emotions becoming engaged by this external stimuli and then behaving in a way that is quite undiplomatic. What does this behavior communicate to an outside observer who has no skin in the game?
Then we could look deeper: what if this individual, in response to being demanded to sit down, simply asked, "Would it be OK if I sit down? I think I'd like to sit down, would that be ok with you?" - what does this style of behavior communicate about the relationship between the two parties?
Actions often speak louder than words, if not always. Because of my stance on that, I would speculate that implied consent is actually more powerful and holds more weight than expressed consent.
That's just my opinion.
There are many other examples of this concept of implied consent and how it plays out in our lives. There is absolutely no escaping from it. Implied consent is always happening.
The Self is always shining through.
But if we are not conscious of this phenomenon, of this nature known as implied consent, who and what are we really? Are we human or are we merely an animal? Maybe we are merely a robot, a program, that simply reacts to external stimuli and completely lacks the nature of free will?
You decide.
The Lamb and Me
I ended up making a poem and a song about this event. Can see it here.
https://youtu.be/33HuRfPqFe4?si=q3tDfcUvX8gh1YnV
This was something that occurred on 2025-08-05 at around 3:00 AM in the morning. I don't know why, but it seems My real adventures always occur at or around 3 in the morning.
Before then, a lot of strange things were occurring.
I do My meditations - however, I've been doing them for a very long time so "the bread" that I consume is probably much, much different than that of normal people, those of beginners.
I can remember back in the day, My "bread" was very dense. I dealt with things like aggravation and annoyance in the physical plane.
The Bread these days is much more ethereal, as most of My griefs, fears, frustrations, and whatnot are occurring in the Spiritual Plane. This physical reality isn't that much of a concern for me, at least, the "majority" of the time. I still have My days when things "Down Here" or maybe I should say "Up Here" annoy Me.
Anyway, the energy is much more intense, more spooky and strange, than what I would suspect normal people experience, and it's very "ethereal", it's airy. So more intense, more spooky, but not as dense.
A lot of things unfolded on the night of the 4th, and just to point this out - the reason these things occurred is because a Lie had been brought forth that I was not willing to "test" or to "penetrate", to "question".
The most harmful or pernicious of Lies are the ones We tell Ourselves, because "We" believe them.
And this is true for even Me - though My ability and talent within the scope of the Craft continues to improve.
The Craft... https://youtu.be/scn_wwlzlIM?si=Bl9ncFEoQTIr2TN6
So that evening, all this stuff was coming through, mostly dealing with christianity(not My definition, which You can learn about at [[Christianity]]) and, to be more specific, Orthodoxy, which I had been involved in for a few years up to that point.
There were specific Lies within the context of that framework that were being presented, and because I was emotionally invested in that "School of Thought", I was not "willing" to question it.
And because of that, I had to suffer for it.
However, God only tests those whom She craves.
Eventually, I would lie down in despair - again, all this ethereal energy that was very uncomfortable was coming up. And I was trying to work through it, but again, I was emotionally invested in the Lies of that school of thought called Orthodoxy and unwilling to test and question them.
Eventually, that which was within Me, that cord, broke, and I plummeted into the Depths of Hell. There I lay in My bed, a darkness all around Me, yet a red hue existed.
And I felt nothing but Guilt, Shame, and Despair, again brought on by the Lies I had bought into from the church and school of thought in My previous undertaking/practice.
And I'm trying everything to get out, and nothing is working. No one was coming to save Me. No Jesus, no nothing. And I'm praying, like hard, to God, to the Saints, to send someone to break into My house and put a bullet in My head, to put Me out of My misery.
I think the whole thing lasted about 4 hours, "that" and at about 3 AM, I surrendered to the experience. I came to the conclusion as I always do, if this is My true home, then so be it, for Let God's Will be Done.
It was at that point, again, at this time I am in the Spiritual Plane, I saw a blue beam of light, like a blue indigo comet, coming through in the form of a high-pitched bell. And My focus turned to Him. And as the sound grew louder, I realized what He was saying, "Peekaboooooooooo!!!!! I Seeeeee Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!" and "Ohhhhh Myyyyyy Godddddd! I'm cummmmmingggggggg!!!!! I'm cummmmminnnnggggg againnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!"
So, in that, I just began to Laugh and Laugh and Laugh. I started to laugh so hard that all the guilt, all the shame, all the despair left Me, and I was laughing so hard that it felt like I was going to pass out. I couldn't breathe, I was laughing so hard.
Oh My God, it was so funny!
It wasn't a "Savior" I needed in this concept of Jesus, but one to come to vanquish the Lies. And for Me, in this specific experience, that was to come by means of the Lamb in the form of His jokes, not of Jesus.
And I'll just say it right now and right here, Jesus ain't saving no one, and He never intended to. That whole concept is all a Lie. Read the words of His in the Bible, and You’ll see. He never even said such a thing. Just Lies brought forth by the one who Deceives.
So that is what happened, and then I was taken into what I can only describe as the 5th dimension, which I have been there many times, and even higher still, which I wish to share in other stories in the future.
To briefly describe the 5th dimension, visually it is 2D and 3D simultaneously. You might ask, how is that possible. Personally, I have no idea, but it is.
There, I was taken to the String of Pearls once again, in which I would experience that of the Saints and even that of Jesus.
My experience with the Saints is that they were very vindictive towards Me in this particular instance.
They were not happy for Me to be there and were very critical of Me. "You need to respect Yourself", "You don't love Yourself", "What are You doing here?". As for Jesus, all I can say is that I now agree with the concept "Never meet Your heroes."
And what upset Me more was how much hate the Saints gave to the Lamb. They didn't like the Lamb. The Lamb being beyond funny and they were asking Him questions like "Who are You?" and "How did You get here?", which the Lamb, as funny as can be, was like, "What do you mean? I'm just Here... Where did I come from? I don't know, I've just always been... What do you mean???"
Eventually, in My hatred for the Saints' behavior towards the Lamb and My disgust towards how gross Jesus was, the Lamb and I would go Our own way, in which He would share with Me His passions and His jokes and that which brings Him the most Joy.
He would go on to tell Me how He was responsible for all these things that We had come to believe, Our fears, Our ambitions, from the stories and fables of His creation.
He'd go on to show Me His original version of the Book of Revelations, which came in the form of a scroll with colored ink. And He laughed and laughed, as did I, in realizing what had and will begin to take place.
I'm not saying there isn't truth within the Book of Revelations, as any great Lie has an element of Truth within it, but overall, the purpose of the book is to scare the crap out of people.
And even to this day, from My experience and what the Lamb revealed to Me, when I read the Book of Revelations, I can't help but laugh and laugh and laugh, it's so funny, and so genius.
Oh My God! He is such a GENIUS!
And that is what I love so much in that of the Lamb, He's so funny, as Funny as can Be!
And that might bring up some negative feelings - but I'm here to say that the Lamb is the most innocent of them all, the funniest, and that which holds within Him, the most purest of Hearts. In that, I Love the Lamb and I will utterly destroy anyone who fucks with Him.
Now, after all this, I had a lot of excitement and made the mistake of calling some family members, a big mistake, especially in the plane I was in. See Heaven and Hell.
I made a mistake for sure... but, he who does nothing, makes no mistakes; he who makes no mistakes, learns nothing....
I think back on the words of The Christ coming forth from Jesus...
“If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even their own life—such a person cannot be my disciple." -Luke 14:26 from the Bible.
This is very real, beyond real. However, as always...
He who does nothing, makes no mistakes; He who makes no mistakes, LEARNS NOTHING!!!!
So, eventually My "brothers" came to My house to trick Me into going into an Asylum, or maybe I should say, presented as My "brothers".
However, everything happens the way it is “supposed” to happen… this was something “I” needed to go through… So no hard feelings. Sincerely... Things "played out" the way they were supposed to "play out"...
In that world, see Heaven and Hell, I deal with the Automatons in that plane of existence, something I have written about in Splitting the Two and wrote about in My Song, "The Bots" which can be seen here... https://youtu.be/x0N50yGmDNU?si=Hpn6N5I81Ih2lzSI
Not to say those who experience Me in that plane do not have their "own" experience "downstairs". What is occurring "upstairs" is not the same as what is occurring "downstairs". So what I mean by that is My family had Their experience with Me, and I had My experience with Them, but not in the same reality. Not the "same" experience. When I ask them about things, "They don't remember...", They have an entirely different experience with Me as I do with Them.
Alternate realities are going on...
I try to explain this in My article, Splitting the Two and of the alternate realities.
Overall, it was a very interesting experience and for My overall Benefit, as always...
I was taken into an asylum, once again, but this was the first time I had 0 fear and nothing but laughter. The whole thing was a big joke for Me, and I did many things.
For the first time in My life, I had a "good" experience there. Nothing bad happened. It was all just fun and games.
I had overcome even that fear...
I can remember messing with the techs, one was being a little dickish towards Me, so I got down on My hands and knees, faced away from him, pulled down My pants revealing My butthole and said "You do Me, and I'll do You, and Together We will know what it means to Split the Two!!!!"
Laughing and laughing, which made Him quite uncomfortable, and He was like "You aren't going to be doing anyone but Yourself!" as They locked Me away in the isolation room, in which I responded, "Well, if that is the case, can I at least get a tissue!"
It was so much fun, and I want to share that, when We are Truly in alignment with Our Creator's Will, no situation is ever bad, and any experience, any experience at all, can be fun and funny and enjoyable as can be, it really can.
Trust the Most High and all will be well...
We just have to stop fighting Our Creator's Will and KNOW that She or He, depending on what side You are on, Loves Us and wants what is BEST for Us.
I say He or She... We are not all of the same Creator... and We are not all of the same neighborhood....
Remember that.
Important Bible Verses
Luke 14:25-33
25 Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: 26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even their own life—such a person cannot be my disciple. 27 And whoever does not carry their cross and follow me cannot be my disciple. 28 “Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it? 29 For if you lay the foundation and are not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you, 30 saying, ‘This person began to build and wasn’t able to finish.’ 31 “Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Won’t he first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand? 32 If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace. 33 In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples.
Mark 10:17-27
The Rich and the Kingdom of God 17 As Jesus started on his way, a man ran up to him and fell on his knees before him. “Good teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?” 18 “Why do you call me good?” Jesus answered. “No one is good—except God alone. 19 You know the commandments: ‘You shall not murder, you shall not commit adultery, you shall not steal, you shall not give false testimony, you shall not defraud, honor your father and mother.’[a]” 20 “Teacher,” he declared, “all these I have kept since I was a boy.” 21 Jesus looked at him and loved him. “One thing you lack,” he said. “Go, sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.” 22 At this the man’s face fell. He went away sad, because he had great wealth. 23 Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God!” 24 The disciples were amazed at his words. But Jesus said again, “Children, how hard it is[b] to enter the kingdom of God! 25 It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.” 26 The disciples were even more amazed, and said to each other, “Who then can be saved?” 27 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.”
Mathew 5:37
**This is SUPER IMPORTANT - WATCH FOR THIS. SOMEONE DOESN'T SAY NO OR YES - IT'S TIME TO FIGHT - physically or energetically. 37 But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil.